All clear!

So we have been given the all clear for another year!
I just wish the Oncologist didn't have to be such a dick about it...
We are obviously stressed, worried and only there to find out if the cancer is back or not... I don't want to discuss business, the weather or life in general.

On another note, yesterday we had our PRE-IVF blood tests.
So those results, along with the ULTRASOUND I had 2 weeks ago will determine the drugs and hormones I shall be injecting myself with.

Speaking of the ultrasound... I really wish I had read the information letter better!
I remembered to drink lots of water, but I was not expecting the nurse to be lubbing up a giant dildo camera!

Worst week of the year

So this week sucks big time...
Every year around this time I find out if we are going to live happily ever after... or if our lives will change forever.
You see... nearly three years ago my husband was diagnosed with testicular cancer.
Tomorrow we have our annual visit with the Oncologist to see if the cancer is back or if we can exhale and get on with our lives for another year.
I feel sick to the stomach.
I can't concentrate.
I'm trying not to cry.
Will let you know how it goes...